October 2011
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I wanted you and now that I have you, you’re not what I thought you were cracked up to be. god, you were so perfect and enchanting in my head. but I’m no longer eager to fill up those empty slots in your brain with blissful pictures of myself. I put you on a pedal stool. you never deserved it. and I’m naive and I have wide eyes. I just feel like I played myself with this whole...
I'm not one to waste time.
So don’t waste mine.
i don’t know why i bother with you, with this. and i regret it every night. i give you all the fucking power. and everything, including me, is in the palm of your hand. and its time that i find my own willpower to do otherwise. i do have a say in things. i do have needs. and i worry, i care, i question. get used to it. just don’t waste my time.
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confession: i got a thing for them fresh boys. rocking the fitteds and the nikes all swagged up. shit, just something bout them.
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not too fond of a guy that is more emotional than...
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vent. rant.
i don’t know what’s going on. like honestly, i’m all over the place.
i don’t understand how some girls if not most girls are so desparate for a boyfriend. i have never, ever been boy crazy. with that said, i am going through a break up. maybe taking it better than my ex, but i know deep down i’m always gonna love that kid. and he’s not just some kid. honestly....
it’s time to face the fact, that I’m the one that got away.
but he told me that I knew what I want and I believed him. I guess I do have to have faith in him. I’m not a little girl anymore.
a lot of shit kind of happened this weekend so I wonder what’s gonna happen at school tomorrow.
I hate everyone tho so it’s not like what they say matters to me