April 2011
I really really liked you. but then you...
I just want to cuddle with you under the thickest blankets on the coldest night. i want to wake up and make cups of tea and sit in bed and drink together, read together and write together. I want to lay there in silence with me buried deep in your chest. I want to just be.
sweet rain. falling deeper and harder in the same rhythmic tune time and time again. purifying. you keep me awake. you keep me company. I love to see you cry upon my window. you remind me I’m not always alone. kiss me with your somberness.
somewhere deep beneath my arrogance and pride,...
today is Gemma’s Mad At the World day.
March 2011
I secretly wish all the guys I like have a Tumblr....
“I wouldn’t blame them for staring. I mean, you are kinda really pretty and...”
– lmao this kid.
rebelofnyc asked: Lets chill Saturday! I have games early in the day but at night I'm free!
rebelofnyc asked: HI I LOVE YOU OK.
AND I'M GONNA PARTY IT UP WITH YOU VERY SOON.
IN MY TOGA. <3
AND I'M GONNA PARTY IT UP WITH YOU VERY SOON.
IN MY TOGA. <3
The only way to deal with fucked up people, is...
beautyinrepair-deactivated20111 asked: THANKS FOR BEING MY 500TH FOLLOWER BEAUTIFUL (:
it kills me. to see such beauty and intelligence go to waste. why do you let dumb rumors or immature boys ruin your visage? seriously, stop being insecure. we as humans, have something inside of us that drives us, to keep going. so why do you sit here, ponder, contemplate and over think everything that has ever happened. you can be happy on your own. smile and love yourself. stop saying that...
Listen
a: so what if it happened?
me: what if what happened?
a: if he wanted to be with you, would you be with him?
me: yeah. of course. in a heartbeat.
a: why?
me: because that's how it is. it's always been him
I wanted space, you wanted a diamond ring
unfair.
I am always there for people but sometime I don’t get anything in return. maybe I just go out of my way because that’s who I am.
moustache-love-deactivated20111 asked: you have an amazing blog <3 what's your favourite movie?
and suddenly everything I own smells of you.
it’s not even funny how easily I can fall asleep while studying for chemistry
i don’t want to read anything schoool related anymore.
reasons i'm beginning to hate high school
everyone is annoying. EVERYONE. the girls, the boys, the teachers, the god damn annoying ass security guards
teachers that don’t know how to teach
obnoxious people who feel the need to scream EVERY FUCKING WORD
crowded ass hallways
people that don’t know how to walk
those couples that basically have sex in the hallways
ignorant comments/sayings during class
people trying to be...
Listen
i still wonder about you. i could've made you so...
why am I so tired all the fucking time.
I'm in a good mood. before I sleep. whoa
“I mean he had a chance to be with you and he blew it. Cause you’re an all...”
– aw i swear he’s the cutest kid ever<3
If someone really loves you, they wouldn't let you...
so far fetched.
i don’t know what to do with myself.
i always thought that he was suffocating me with his love. he was over doing it and making it so intense. i didn’t want it. but maybe it was suffocating to me because i didn’t know what love was. i don’t feel it. ever. so when someone loves me maybe i think it’s overwhelming. i need to learn how to be loved.
