October 2010
DEBBIE DOWNER.
September 2010
I cried for 20 straight minutes.
Girls are stupid. We are stupid. We believe we are special. We want to be special. We make ourselves believe that we have a chance. That we don’t have a chance. We sit and wait around for the guy who has fucked us over 12 times before. We go out of our way for the boy who doesn’t even acknowledge our existence. We make statuses and blogs dedicated to him. We are hopeless romantics. We...
GSV '11.
Sing officially starts tomorrow, well the rehearsals. Goodbye life.
This will be exciting. BooYah.
Depression is setting in. It’s another quiet night unspoken of. I feel you linger. I feel you around me. You’re floating as if it’s effortless.
Tell me you want the same things I do. I want to run up to you and reside to my favorite spot near your cheeks.
I want to walk up next to you and grab your hand the most involuntary movement.
I want to put share your headphones with...
In reality, we all just want to be wanted.
I wish I wasn't as invisible as you make me feel.
I am nothing.
I am not afraid of being alone. In fact I want to be alone. It is precious when all you here is silence. You can hear the voice of the wind and the songs of the sun.
I will be alone. But I miss the faint hands on my waist. The plump lips intwined with mine. The sweet neck I used to nestle my head in. The pleasure of knowing you think of me. I will miss the voice that told me, “you’re...
i honestly think i should learn how to play the...
i made him wanna say bye bye, say bye bye, say bye bye to her ;]
Today
On weekends I usually relax at home with my sisters & we go crazy. We blast music and dance around. We basically let loose and jam out.
It’s moments like these I know I’ll miss in the future. It’s moments like these I cherish. <3
I am nothing but a lilliputian in a kerfuffle.
Thanks you Hermus for the exciting words.
& i almost had you, but I guess that doesn't cut...
Recently.
Yesterday around I think 4:30 am a fire broke out a block away. It was this elderly married couple’s house. The husband, Joe, has been in a motorized chair for as long as I can remember. He can barely move. He was on the first floor where the fire broke out. He died along with his dog and one out of three cats. His wife jumped out from the second floor window and landed on the concrete...
cross the line if that guy you had once fallen in...
I LOVE COOKIES & CREAM ICECREAM , gah :D
Day 29
- In this past month, what have you learned
i learned that:
- if it’s baby shit, don’t let it phase you
- sometimes it’s OKAY to NOT care
- you need to take everything day by day , otherwise you’ll explode
- I HAVE THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS IN THE WORLD.
- just because the world has been bad to you , doesn’t mean you have to be bad to the world
- i’m so...
Him.
There’s something about him. I like it. I don’t like. It’s so intriguing. It makes me want to know him, to love him, to hate him. He is so mysterious, a complete blur. I love that. I want to learn how to be mysterious too. I want to show him he doesn’t have to hide behind his bright blue eyes and his fresh new nikes. I wanna be his favorite. I want to be something he looks...
Day 28
A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
LAST YEAR.
NOW.
i guess i changed only because i learned how to love myself. i learned how to embrace the flaws i have and make myself feel pretty no matter what. i used to think i was hideous, but i found beauty within myself. & i learned to use what works for my hair, my body, and my skin / face :)
Day 27
- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
i got bored and needed posts on my tumblr. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i want you to be hooked on be, i want you to be...
Day 26
- What you think of your friends
i think my friends are very diverse to be honest. i like having different friends, ethnic wise and everything wise. some of them are weird, some are quiet, others are loud and obnoxious at times, some aren’t funny lmfao, some are funny, & they’re just people i really love to be around.
most of all my friends are people that are very down to earth,...
Day 25
- What I would find in your bag
well being that i don’t really carry a bag around, i’ll jus say hypothetically
- itouch
- headphones
- my i.d.
- money, if i have some on me :P
- my camera
- a pocketbooky thing
- pens
- tissues
- mirror
- lotion / spray / hand sanitizer
& yeah. nothing really exciting
2nd/first real day of school
well today was a kinda good day. i don’t know why but i guess people really start to bother me a lot lately. i guess this is just who i am. but, people who are obnoxious in a class, and feel the need to crack a lame joke to make someone laugh - you really are annoying. it bothers me because one, they like to hear the sound of their own voice - two, they say stupid shit which interrupts the...
cutesy song.