November 2010
5162) If you really knew me, you would know I am a...
“I really believe in you and everything that you are to me Gemma..”
– the boyfriend. <3 , honestly he is the only thing i have faith in these days and i love it.
often i forget that i am in charge of my own life. no one will make decisions for me, as i have to do them and pursue them for myself. no one creates my dreams and no one can fulfill them except me.
so today, i was thinking.
i am the only person who can make myself truly happy. i can make myself stress-free, i can make myself content.
to first give and receive love, you must love yourself...
to be honest, most days i don’t know what the fuck to do with myself.
Anonymous asked: I love what you wrote about the generation of girls these days, posting pictures up for boys, to show off their body... it IS degrading and ugly. That's not how they should use their women powers.
basically, i'm never good enough.
love love love.
mercedesbalarin asked: i love your ten day challenage. and i love how you express your self in your poetry and
why are you so pretty? <3
why are you so pretty? <3
thanksgiving.
I wanna say thanks to a few people.
Ashley Caitlyn Solla, thank you for being my best friend. you have never let me down and you have never given up on me. you’ve shown me what a true friend is. thank you for always having my back.
my sisters Gloria, Gilda and Geena, thanks for always being there. for teaching me and for listening. you are my best friends and I wouldn’t have asked...
MY BEAUTIFUL DARK TWISTED FANTASY
sometimes when i push you away, it's because i...
Ash : common! u just missed rihanna she was like half naked
Gem. : oh so tempting..
Ash: rofl
Gem. : are you gay?
Ash : shut up
Gem. : LMFAO
Ash : asshole
“what are your views on fried chicken?”
– chrispy. lmao
-_-
so, this has been bothering me for awhile.
i don’t know why but some girls are all about their body’s. they have to show it, emphasize it and make it known. it’s okay, we get it - you have huge boobs , you have a big ass. but there just some girls that try to make them look big. i’m sorry but you’re as flat chested as i am, and you do not have a ‘cake’...
“you are single-hand-idly the best thing to ever happen to me this year.”
– beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen.
could i please be your only exception?
“Sometimes when you’re young you think that nothing can hurt you. It’s like being...”
– One Tree Hill (via angierose7)
my own feedback.
if there was something i could do perfectly, it would be taking my own advice. i have no problem helping others and giving them advice. it just somehow naturally flows. often, my words are actually very handy.
but i wish, i wish, i could take my own advice. i wish i let it apply to myself. i wonder why i can’t follow my own wording, my own voice. if others think that i’m right, then...
I'm currently at the hospital with my new born...
i will forever love this song
Now i'm standing alone in a crowded room and...
i want to so badly hate you. you bother me. you get under my skin and i let you impair my thinking. but i’m done with you. no strings attached, no hearts intwined.
so tell me, why are you afraid. why are you scared to talk to me? to look at me?
your friends can talk to me, and they ask about me, for you. so why? baby, please tell me.
i didn’t wanna live without you but i learned to.
I’m not used to someone like you. someone sweet, respectful and true. I find you to be some odd species to me. you’re a boy. not just any boy.
but you’re mine. you’re for me. I want to be your hope and your faith.
I’m scared to fall for you because you’re different. I’m scared of not being hurt by you. you care. you’re willing. and that’s the...
