everything has become personal. I do not want to talk. I cannot communicate.
There were a lot of things I still hadn’t figured out yet. and how could I? when I was too busy talking about the stupidest topics with people who would have no impact on my future. I was sitting around talking about the weather and our aspirations that we knew we could never fulfill. I was done with discussing numerous frivolous affairs. I couldn’t figure out anything if I was too...
He’s the love of my life. Forever. Always. Only. Because I said so.
chuckpalahnuik: really just want to be in his bed right now cause I’m a faggot but he’s the best ya know
So my 18th birthday didn’t go as planned. Unexpected. Predictable. Intense. Simple. I swear my parents and sisters spoil me. I think I deserve it though. I love everyone in my life.
westbor0baptistchurch: *mom voice* son, eat that pussy. there are kids starving in africa.
unclefather: wassupstyles: What if your giving a bj in the shower and he just starts shampooing and conditioning your hair very polite
lnternetjesus: yeah ill suck ur dick but my mom wants to talk to your mom first haha
beyoncealexander: being really sexually frustrated and not being able to do anything -.-
girlfights: “She bite me! You got herpes hoe!”
When I was young And Dainty Everyday Even at times when Reality set in and sunk in I let myself go Corrupt. Crooked. Crazy. Just then I knew About love and how Men could be monsters Erupted from the core of Stars and more stars Although I was naive Rarely did it show Not in my walk or talk Actually in my kisses Broken and barely signifcant Heartached was hard Earth closed in on...
I hate waiting on people. For a phone call or for a text. For people to figure out how they feel about you. For things to change. For things to finally make sense. I swear I’m done.
I am tired of yelling and screaming and losing my voice, just to be heard by the wrong people. I am annoyed because everyone around me is stupid and ignorant and what makes it worse is that they are vocal and continuously vocalize their outlandish statements on the day to day basis. I am angry because I want to be understood but at this point, I can’t even fathom what or who I am. I am sad...
It is so much safer not to feel, not to let the world touch me.– Sylvia Plath (via rebreathing)
In a world of gods and monsters, I was an angel.
She was right. There’s no time to waste, time to fight, time to lose, time to argue. Embrace it. Make it last. Don’t take it for granted. Love him even when you are angry. You will be happy.
‘What do you want to do? Ruin me?’ ‘Yes. I want to ruin you.’ ‘Good,’ I...– Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms (via visionofagentlecoast)
Some things are hard to write about. After something happens to you, you go...– Sylvia Plath (via fernsandshapes)
so i’m not exactly sure what’s wrong with me. i think i’m growing up. and it’s scaring me. ever since i’ve turned 17, i feel like i’ve changed. i’m outgrowing so many people. one person is my sister, who was my best friend at one point. i literally did everything she did and i was basically who she was. i thought what she thought, i spoke like she spoke....
And I’m conflicted. Because I want to drown you in love, my love. But I hate you, or atleast I really want to. I’m not sure where you are or what you’re doing but I hope it’s nice there and it’s treating you right. I wish I could hold you in my arms and fix your hair for you and kiss you upon the eyes or the cheeks or the lips. I want to tell you that...
if i am right, i believe it starts with...
i forgive you for letting me break up with you. i forgive you for your silence. i forgive you for playing with my heart. i forgive you for lying to me. i forgive you for ignoring me. i forgive you for the dirty looks. i forgive you for the nasty names you call me. i forgive you for all the subs you throw about me. i forgive you for doing bad things to your body. i forgive you for not...