sometimes some things just don’t work out.

i love you. i really do. i care about you so much but i feel like there’s no point in fixing something thats already broken. 

here’s the thing:

i wanted you to fight for me. to cry and die for me and tell him that you wanted to be with me and prove it. to say it is one thing but to show me means so much more. your voice has failed you over and over again and i feel sorry for you. i wish you could tell me that this relationship was worth fighting for, worthing working on, but you can’t and you didn’t. and that sucks because all i want is for you to spit out a jumble of words in hopes to save our relationship. what is even worse is that i feel like i’m making all the relationship decisions. time and time again you sit there and stare at me and give me no sense of direction. you leave me here with nothing and i’m supposed to make do out of nothing? then i guess i’m going to leave it like this. i’m just gonna allow it to pass by. and i’m sorry. because i wish i could’ve fought harder but what’s the point when you weren’t? 

just remember i will always love you.